i got published. somewhere. my friend forced me to agree that she submit my poem. i got published. i know i should feel ecstatic and amazed and so on.. but i don’t feel that good about myself. i always feel so insecure. i think i’m really not good at writing and i appreciate the people who think my craft is good, but i don’t think i deserve it. insecure. insecure. insecure. haha. i don’t know what’s wrong with me.